Monday, August 31, 2009

Maturbation Monday!

Alright all my friends, time to gather around for Masturbation Monday!


Today's choosing is a highlight in the world of medical fantasies. I will say that I've had my fair share of fantasies that take place in a medical setting. This one really tickles my fancy with girl-girl action. This young lovely gets fisted while having suction on her nipples. I bet the sensation of that was just mind blowing!

I love the idea of being put in stir ups and then having my pussy exposed for all sorts of delicious fun. This lovely gets to be played with no doubt.

I hope y'all enjoy this as much as I have!!

Saturday, August 29, 2009

The Fear of Being Outted

This article on CNN caught my attention on the kind of damage it could do.  There has been a few instance people being outted for a variety of reasons, some of which have been in cases that people have been careless in maintaining they anonymity.  Starfish is a good example, I haven't exactly been careful about it, but I'm working on it.  My advantage is that being in a city this size, you can get lost fairly easily.
There has been a positive side of being outted, but I think most of the bloggers that read this aren't exactly those that go into a Julia Child's fetish dream of some sort.

I'm merely reinforcing the fact that you need to be careful with who you decide to show your blog to.  This is to serve as an "outlet" of what you REALLY like or true beliefs.  Things could go bad if someone you don't intend to find out (relative, friend, employer, etc) find it and you could find yourself in the position of those mentioned above.

Just sayin', people.  Be careful.

Monday, August 24, 2009

Masturbation Monday!

This joyous time of the week is upon us again. I've spent many hours pouring through the internet to find a snippet of porn that actually fits the bill.


This week's video deals with a couple of hot subjects for me: first time anal and reality. When I watch porn I get turned on faster if the actresses are actually enjoying it in real life and not completely acting. The ones who go the through the motions and just act the part do not do a thing for me.

This brings me to the second point of first time anal. This chick actually has the O face of being invaded by a cock and has the kind of response that I would to being impaled on a stick up my ass. I would not know of any chick who is having anal for the first time that would not have the same look on their face.

The reality of her response and naughtiness of first time anal made me pick this video for this week. It's made oh so wet and gave me one hell of an orgasm ;)

Blossom...

As I explained in my other post, there were no appealing people for THAT side of my life.

However, one of the caught my eye of sorts.

Blossom.
She came with almost as much baggage as I have, but is on the verge, I feel; of going over the edge in her sexual discovery.
It was as though she went through the blog like a sponge and emailed me questions like an overanxious child who finally realized what "2 Plus 2" is and wanted to know what the other possibilities were and go straight to Theoretical physics.
Sometime during our conversations, she commented that the ONLY sex she had was either vaginally (through various position), oral sex, and a little public exhibition.  I was stunned.


We even had a bit of cybersex, I feel a dawning is definitely on the way.
Her innocent (?) dip in the pool seems to me that the pool is enveloping her.

There is no real opportunity of dating, but might be good for some interesting conversations.

Monday, August 17, 2009

Masturbation Monday

Decided to change my porn day to Monday now at the request of Riv :) So without further adieu, here is my pick for the week!




I chose this one this week because I am drooling to be fisted. The hands that have tried this on me have been too big. I guess I just need a female touch. I want to see a hand disappear into my pussy while I watch. I want to feel as full as I can ever imagine. I want to feel my pussy clamp down with no place to clamp.

I also really like the way they are coupled in fingering each other. No one girl is not getting pleasure and it's not the traditional 69. Full breasts are being massaged. Pussies being filled and not just with the porno obligatory 1 finger bull shit. It's just a great overall package.

There is something so erotic about 2 women making love. The softness of the curves. The beauty of the breasts. The playground of the pussy. There is just so much to do with a woman's body. I'm also pretty sure that a woman knows what a woman likes. I can only speculate at this point in time. I sure hope that someday I have some knowledge.

I am soo wet after watching this one. I want to be these girls.......

My first: Rough Sex

Back when I was 22 (or so), I met a girlfriend "Holly" that I was totally infatuated with. She initiated contact with me after a party and after only a few days started an insanely red hot sexual relationship that would last for a short time.

Several months into the affair, we met at a friends place*, where we all had a great time playing board games and such.
Then said she was going to bed and told us we can leave at anytime.
We snuggled and kissed for a bit and she (as usual) started to do little things that made it clear** that she wanted sex, and the heat was turned up a bit.
Things took a strange twist when she started to resist my undoing her top, so I backed off and continued our hot make out session. Since I loved kissing her, we simply carried on.
A few minutes later, she once again resisted and squirmed out of my embrace.
Concerned***, I asked if she was okay as her demeanor changed.
This cooled things down quite a bit and I left.
Several days later, she told me that she wanted me to take charge and "make her" do things.
This was a bit of a foreign concept for me at the time.
A few days later, we were at it again.
Smooching.
Rubbing.
Oh, Yeah! I love a good smooching session.
It was during this time she looked me in the eye and pushed me away.
I blinked.
Having paused for a moment, I simply went back to smooching her again.
This time, accompanied by a slap to the face and a punch to the chest.

Did I mention she worked out? She knocked the crap outta me!

The conversation we had a few days ago finally went from some theoretical discussion to fact.

Getting closer to her, she was actually putting up a substantial struggle highlighted with a slaps and a few well placed punches.
It was almost approaching a fight, but there was kissing involved.
This was the most surreal moment of my young life.
Bits of her clothing were being torn off until she was nude, complete with marks and bruises.****
As I began pawing at her breasts to suck on them (she had AWESOME nipples...kinda like PTA Mom!), she'd mash my face in them and told me to bite them hard, then pulled me by the hair, slapped me, and then dared me to take it.

WOW!

"You're not enough of a man to take me, are you!?"

THAT set me off and we started to trash my friend's apartment with an ongoing fight that went from one end of the house, to another.
Throughout the episode, I forced my cock in her pussy, where she would surrender for a moment, before she'd kick me off and the fight would resume.
Every time she did this, it would just piss me off even more!

I finally got the remnants of her slacks, and tied her arms together and gagged her.
Believe me, it wasn't easy.

Having bent her over the coffee table I tied her feet to the legs of the table with my shirt (now in several pieces).
STILL struggling, I had to hold her down as I went behind her and pushed my cock in her pussy.
Catching a glimpse of movement behind me, I spotted our friend peeking through the crack in the bedroom door with a big smile on her face. I moved to the side to allow her to see Holly's pussy.
She motioned me to slap it.
Giving it a light hit, I got a reaction from both Holly and my friend.
She motioned that I needed to hit her even harder, and on the clit.
I followed her instructions and after a couple of swats she started having an orgasm. I wanted my orgasm so I continued to fuck her roughly until I came into her. Was about to untie Holly when my friend came out, and motioned to her. I dipped my fingers in Holly's pussy with her juices and my cum intermingled and fed it to our friend's mouth.
She seemed giddy as she ran back into the bedroom.
I just shrugged and untied her.
We were a sight.
Both were bruised, a bit bloody, and we both had scratches.
Our clothing was strewn about the condo and with the exception of my Jeans, they were all torn to shreds.
We walked out of the place an hour later.
I was shirtless with missing a sock,***** SHE only had a towel on.
The few neighbor's that were out that time, just assumed we were going to the pool.
She thanked me for giving her what she wanted.
I asked her if we could tone it down a bit next time, but that it was fun.
She tossed me her towel as she got in to her car and drove off.

All I could do was stand there in stunned silence. This girl constantly amazed me and would show me a few other things as well.


*We were both still living at home at the time and my friend was kind enough to let us use her place. Later on my my/our friend loved hearing us...and more so.
** I wasn't that bright when it came to hints.
*** Never experienced this before, I was thinking of "No means No" and backed off.
****It was at this point that I discovered she was also into S&M, something that I was just getting into at the time.
*****The sock was found a few years later as she moved out.

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

Tuesday Tuna with Starfish

Riv suggested that I should start a new weekly post the porn that I watch. I LOVE porn. I love to share porn too. So here is the first of many installments ;)



I've rubbed out a few nice orgasms to this clip here. I love how she is tied down to the table and has her senses deprived with the ear muffs and the blindfold. The not knowing of what is going to happen and not being able to squirm away is just erotic.

I'm also a huge fan of anal beads. Over the years I have learned that the jelly stick is sooo much nicer to work with than actual beads on a string. The string is a bitch to clean and the knots that keep the beads separated don't feel the greatest. There is something that feels soooo good about the beads popping out of your ass as you are almost cumming. Just takes me right over the edge. I'm glad he's using them in conjunction with the dildo. Complete sensory stimulation for her.

I love vibrators like the one he is using. Special vibrator for the clit and just enough movement on the inside to help make the feeling complete.

I must say, I wouldn't mind being this chick sometime ;)

Monday, August 10, 2009

Every Beginnings End

Riv did a nice post on a final meeting. The timing is pretty good for me. I've had a pretty good selection of guys in my area for fun. I usually did not have a road trip go to waste. As time went on, I got irritated with some of their stupidities. A few went by the wayside. Others did stick around.

I've basically lost my last one in the last few weeks. I haven't heard from him at all. I see on his blog that he's having fun. I feel like I really can't bring anymore to the table that is special. It is a loss to me. He's been basically the only one that I've had sex with more than once.

He's been the one that has allowed me to explore my D/s side. He is a true pain sub. I enjoyed every minute we had. He taught me things about myself that I don't think I ever would have learned.

I really am starting to miss him. I wish him well and happiness.

I also heard from my very first fuck. Things were interesting with him on trying to keep contact. One of the things that I was afraid of was that he was "in love" still with his prior relationship. I made the deal with him that what has happened in the past needs to stay in the past and what happens with us is all that matters.

We chatted online the other day. It's been awhile and he told me he's been in contact with her. All I could say was ok. He didn't know how to take it. I just said what ever makes him happy, I'm happy with.

I have a feeling that was it for him.

The numbers are shrinking. The quality is increasing. That is the only bright side for now.

Tuesday, August 4, 2009

Tandem Porn Watching! Taking phone sex one step further!

 Starfish and I usually email each other on various topics ranging from work, family, traffic, weather, and a considerable amount of time on Sex.

As she had touched upon before, when we are both available, we like to, what we call, "Tandem Porn watching".
Basically what this involves is our exchanging links to various websites to watch while we chat.

Initially, she sent a email of a VERY naughty photo that I got on my phone. That caught my immediate attention.  I wish I can share it, but here is a description of it:  Her laying on her side, with what looked (to me) like a large black vibrating dildo in her ass. It was immediately followed by this link:


http://www.pornhub.com/view_video.php?viewkey=7f8e12771921dec0ee19


I sent her a simple msg:  "Gimme a sec, I'm going online" and waited impatiently for my connection to come through. 


Here is a bit of our conversation in chat, misspellings (note they are all mine) and all.



me:  hey baby.
 Starfish hey sexy 
 me:  nice vid baby.
 Starfish you like that one hun?
 me:  yep. you?
what are you watching now?
 me:  in an anal mood, hmm?
 Starfish want me to turn on the vibrations?
 me:  in a bit, I'll want to hear you first.
Just sit down hard on it, baby
 Starfish mmm...comfy
 me:  yeah, if I was there, I'd slowly fuck you with that plug.
 Starfish i'd want your cock more..
 me:  yeh, but I'd want you to come a few times first.
 Starfish ambitious  boy
 me:  Very, I'd like to see you take it before I fill up your ass with my cum
 Starfish mmm
yes sir
 me:  take it out nad put it in, baby
 Starfish mmmmmmm
yes sir
 Sent at 9:35 PM on Tuesday
 Sent at 9:36 PM on Tuesday
 me:  OMG, that's nice, baby
 did you like how it felt?
 Starfish i want to squirt so bad
oh yeah.... ;)
you got any porn you'd like to share?
 me:  Want to do it again, baby?
Nah you pick good stuff. LOL.
 Starfish i'm just enjoying it right now sweetie...I'm sooo fuckin horny!!!
 me:  I pick out some pretty vanilla stuff compared to you.
 Starfish see..I am a freak!
 me:  I wanna blog about this session, though. 
 Starfish yes dear 
 me:  You want to cum, baby?
 Starfish i do sweetie..but i want you on the phone when i do..
 me:  put it in and out of you, darling....and not slowly.
 Starfish a little painful there
 me:  I know.
 me:  Oh...I love that.
 me:  Yummy..
This had to be done in the early 90's.
 Starfish most likely
 me:  Still nice.
 We continued talking about the various videos and what was turning us on and watched the following:

I finally am able to call her hotel and we continue the conversation from there, where we talked a bit dirty for a few minutes until I heard the most satisfying orgasm that seemed like it would have woke up the neighbors.

After recovering a bit, we shared one more before I had to run and take care of a few things:

We hung up and I felt quite sated hearing a woman orgasm.   It's almost as good as cumming myself, I think!
I highly recommend Tandem Porn watching.  It can be a great deal of fun!

EDIT:
Just for grins, I'd thought I'd post her general area, since she's only staying there for a day or so.

Monday, August 3, 2009

Riv, The Goofball

I'm on the road this week. I just so happen to be in an area that Riv has ties to. He had plans to meet me up here. And where is he? Not here. :(

So here I am in Northwest Wisconsin with nothing to do. Maybe I'll stop in a porn shop. I can't throw a stone without hitting one around here. I could always use a new toy or 3.

Is there anybody around here? It's kinda quiet around here!