Blossom...

As I explained in my other post, there were no appealing people for THAT side of my life.

However, one of the caught my eye of sorts.

Blossom.
She came with almost as much baggage as I have, but is on the verge, I feel; of going over the edge in her sexual discovery.
It was as though she went through the blog like a sponge and emailed me questions like an overanxious child who finally realized what "2 Plus 2" is and wanted to know what the other possibilities were and go straight to Theoretical physics.
Sometime during our conversations, she commented that the ONLY sex she had was either vaginally (through various position), oral sex, and a little public exhibition.  I was stunned.


We even had a bit of cybersex, I feel a dawning is definitely on the way.
Her innocent (?) dip in the pool seems to me that the pool is enveloping her.

There is no real opportunity of dating, but might be good for some interesting conversations.

Masturbation Monday

Decided to change my porn day to Monday now at the request of Riv :) So without further adieu, here is my pick for the week!




I chose this one this week because I am drooling to be fisted. The hands that have tried this on me have been too big. I guess I just need a female touch. I want to see a hand disappear into my pussy while I watch. I want to feel as full as I can ever imagine. I want to feel my pussy clamp down with no place to clamp.

I also really like the way they are coupled in fingering each other. No one girl is not getting pleasure and it's not the traditional 69. Full breasts are being massaged. Pussies being filled and not just with the porno obligatory 1 finger bull shit. It's just a great overall package.

There is something so erotic about 2 women making love. The softness of the curves. The beauty of the breasts. The playground of the pussy. There is just so much to do with a woman's body. I'm also pretty sure that a woman knows what a woman likes. I can only speculate at this point in time. I sure hope that someday I have some knowledge.

I am soo wet after watching this one. I want to be these girls.......

My first: Rough Sex

Back when I was 22 (or so), I met a girlfriend "Holly" that I was totally infatuated with. She initiated contact with me after a party and after only a few days started an insanely red hot sexual relationship that would last for a short time.

Several months into the affair, we met at a friends place*, where we all had a great time playing board games and such.
Then said she was going to bed and told us we can leave at anytime.
We snuggled and kissed for a bit and she (as usual) started to do little things that made it clear** that she wanted sex, and the heat was turned up a bit.
Things took a strange twist when she started to resist my undoing her top, so I backed off and continued our hot make out session. Since I loved kissing her, we simply carried on.
A few minutes later, she once again resisted and squirmed out of my embrace.
Concerned***, I asked if she was okay as her demeanor changed.
This cooled things down quite a bit and I left.
Several days later, she told me that she wanted me to take charge and "make her" do things.
This was a bit of a foreign concept for me at the time.
A few days later, we were at it again.
Smooching.
Rubbing.
Oh, Yeah! I love a good smooching session.
It was during this time she looked me in the eye and pushed me away.
I blinked.
Having paused for a moment, I simply went back to smooching her again.
This time, accompanied by a slap to the face and a punch to the chest.

Did I mention she worked out? She knocked the crap outta me!

The conversation we had a few days ago finally went from some theoretical discussion to fact.

Getting closer to her, she was actually putting up a substantial struggle highlighted with a slaps and a few well placed punches.
It was almost approaching a fight, but there was kissing involved.
This was the most surreal moment of my young life.
Bits of her clothing were being torn off until she was nude, complete with marks and bruises.****
As I began pawing at her breasts to suck on them (she had AWESOME nipples...kinda like PTA Mom!), she'd mash my face in them and told me to bite them hard, then pulled me by the hair, slapped me, and then dared me to take it.

WOW!

"You're not enough of a man to take me, are you!?"

THAT set me off and we started to trash my friend's apartment with an ongoing fight that went from one end of the house, to another.
Throughout the episode, I forced my cock in her pussy, where she would surrender for a moment, before she'd kick me off and the fight would resume.
Every time she did this, it would just piss me off even more!

I finally got the remnants of her slacks, and tied her arms together and gagged her.
Believe me, it wasn't easy.

Having bent her over the coffee table I tied her feet to the legs of the table with my shirt (now in several pieces).
STILL struggling, I had to hold her down as I went behind her and pushed my cock in her pussy.
Catching a glimpse of movement behind me, I spotted our friend peeking through the crack in the bedroom door with a big smile on her face. I moved to the side to allow her to see Holly's pussy.
She motioned me to slap it.
Giving it a light hit, I got a reaction from both Holly and my friend.
She motioned that I needed to hit her even harder, and on the clit.
I followed her instructions and after a couple of swats she started having an orgasm. I wanted my orgasm so I continued to fuck her roughly until I came into her. Was about to untie Holly when my friend came out, and motioned to her. I dipped my fingers in Holly's pussy with her juices and my cum intermingled and fed it to our friend's mouth.
She seemed giddy as she ran back into the bedroom.
I just shrugged and untied her.
We were a sight.
Both were bruised, a bit bloody, and we both had scratches.
Our clothing was strewn about the condo and with the exception of my Jeans, they were all torn to shreds.
We walked out of the place an hour later.
I was shirtless with missing a sock,***** SHE only had a towel on.
The few neighbor's that were out that time, just assumed we were going to the pool.
She thanked me for giving her what she wanted.
I asked her if we could tone it down a bit next time, but that it was fun.
She tossed me her towel as she got in to her car and drove off.

All I could do was stand there in stunned silence. This girl constantly amazed me and would show me a few other things as well.


*We were both still living at home at the time and my friend was kind enough to let us use her place. Later on my my/our friend loved hearing us...and more so.
** I wasn't that bright when it came to hints.
*** Never experienced this before, I was thinking of "No means No" and backed off.
****It was at this point that I discovered she was also into S&M, something that I was just getting into at the time.
*****The sock was found a few years later as she moved out.

Tuesday Tuna with Starfish

Riv suggested that I should start a new weekly post the porn that I watch. I LOVE porn. I love to share porn too. So here is the first of many installments ;)



I've rubbed out a few nice orgasms to this clip here. I love how she is tied down to the table and has her senses deprived with the ear muffs and the blindfold. The not knowing of what is going to happen and not being able to squirm away is just erotic.

I'm also a huge fan of anal beads. Over the years I have learned that the jelly stick is sooo much nicer to work with than actual beads on a string. The string is a bitch to clean and the knots that keep the beads separated don't feel the greatest. There is something that feels soooo good about the beads popping out of your ass as you are almost cumming. Just takes me right over the edge. I'm glad he's using them in conjunction with the dildo. Complete sensory stimulation for her.

I love vibrators like the one he is using. Special vibrator for the clit and just enough movement on the inside to help make the feeling complete.

I must say, I wouldn't mind being this chick sometime ;)

Every Beginnings End

Riv did a nice post on a final meeting. The timing is pretty good for me. I've had a pretty good selection of guys in my area for fun. I usually did not have a road trip go to waste. As time went on, I got irritated with some of their stupidities. A few went by the wayside. Others did stick around.

I've basically lost my last one in the last few weeks. I haven't heard from him at all. I see on his blog that he's having fun. I feel like I really can't bring anymore to the table that is special. It is a loss to me. He's been basically the only one that I've had sex with more than once.

He's been the one that has allowed me to explore my D/s side. He is a true pain sub. I enjoyed every minute we had. He taught me things about myself that I don't think I ever would have learned.

I really am starting to miss him. I wish him well and happiness.

I also heard from my very first fuck. Things were interesting with him on trying to keep contact. One of the things that I was afraid of was that he was "in love" still with his prior relationship. I made the deal with him that what has happened in the past needs to stay in the past and what happens with us is all that matters.

We chatted online the other day. It's been awhile and he told me he's been in contact with her. All I could say was ok. He didn't know how to take it. I just said what ever makes him happy, I'm happy with.

I have a feeling that was it for him.

The numbers are shrinking. The quality is increasing. That is the only bright side for now.

Tandem Porn Watching! Taking phone sex one step further!

 Starfish and I usually email each other on various topics ranging from work, family, traffic, weather, and a considerable amount of time on Sex.

As she had touched upon before, when we are both available, we like to, what we call, "Tandem Porn watching".
Basically what this involves is our exchanging links to various websites to watch while we chat.

Initially, she sent a email of a VERY naughty photo that I got on my phone. That caught my immediate attention.  I wish I can share it, but here is a description of it:  Her laying on her side, with what looked (to me) like a large black vibrating dildo in her ass. It was immediately followed by this link:


http://www.pornhub.com/view_video.php?viewkey=7f8e12771921dec0ee19


I sent her a simple msg:  "Gimme a sec, I'm going online" and waited impatiently for my connection to come through. 


Here is a bit of our conversation in chat, misspellings (note they are all mine) and all.



me:  hey baby.

 Starfish:  hey sexy 

 me:  nice vid baby.

 Starfish:  you like that one hun?

 me:  yep. you?

what are you watching now?

 Starfish:  http://www.pornhub.com/view_video.php?viewkey=33347227

 me:  in an anal mood, hmm?

 Starfish:  want me to turn on the vibrations?

 me:  in a bit, I'll want to hear you first.

Just sit down hard on it, baby

 Starfish:  mmm...comfy

 me:  yeah, if I was there, I'd slowly fuck you with that plug.

 Starfish:  i'd want your cock more..

 me:  yeh, but I'd want you to come a few times first.

 Starfish:  ambitious  boy

 me:  Very, I'd like to see you take it before I fill up your ass with my cum

 Starfish:  mmm

yes sir

 me:  take it out nad put it in, baby

 Starfish:  mmmmmmm

yes sir

 Sent at 9:35 PM on Tuesday

 Starfish:  ohhh yeah 

http://www.pornhub.com/view_video.php?viewkey=8d6fceab0d27b183079f

 Sent at 9:36 PM on Tuesday

 me:  OMG, that's nice, baby

 did you like how it felt?

 Starfish:  i want to squirt so bad

oh yeah....

you got any porn you'd like to share?

 me:  Want to do it again, baby?

Nah you pick good stuff. LOL.

 Starfish:  i'm just enjoying it right now sweetie...I'm sooo fuckin horny!!!

 me:  I pick out some pretty vanilla stuff compared to you.

 Starfish:  see..I am a freak!

 me:  I wanna blog about this session, though. 

 Starfish:  yes dear 

 me:  You want to cum, baby?

 Starfish:  i do sweetie..but i want you on the phone when i do..

 me:  put it in and out of you, darling....and not slowly.

 Starfish:  a little painful there

 me:  I know.

 Starfish:  http://www.pornhub.com/view_video.php?viewkey=1381030782

 me:  Oh...I love that.

Starfish:  http://www.pornhub.com/view_video.php?viewkey=92d1b0e19656875ee557

 me:  Yummy..

This had to be done in the early 90's.

 Starfish:  most likely

 me:  Still nice.

 We continued talking about the various videos and what was turning us on and watched the following:

 Starfish:  http://www.pornhub.com/view_video.php?viewkey=e3fc68903321ffdbea12

Starfish:  http://www.pornhub.com/view_video.php?viewkey=b1f804e302e0e0423190

I finally am able to call her hotel and we continue the conversation from there, where we talked a bit dirty for a few minutes until I heard the most satisfying orgasm that seemed like it would have woke up the neighbors.

After recovering a bit, we shared one more before I had to run and take care of a few things:

Starfish:  http://www.pornhub.com/view_video.php?viewkey=1423728783

We hung up and I felt quite sated hearing a woman orgasm.   It's almost as good as cumming myself, I think!

I highly recommend Tandem Porn watching.  It can be a great deal of fun!

EDIT:
Just for grins, I'd thought I'd post her general area, since she's only staying there for a day or so.

Me, The Goofball

I'm on the road this week. I just so happen to be in an area that Riv has ties to. He had plans to meet me up here. And where is he? Not here. :(

So here I am in Northwest Wisconsin with nothing to do. Maybe I'll stop in a porn shop. I can't throw a stone without hitting one around here. I could always use a new toy or 3.

Is there anybody around here? It's kinda quiet around here!

One Final Fuck

I received a call a couple of days earlier for a repeat performance before she leaves.
The call itself was unexpected since she'd said she wouldn't call again.

I show up and park in front of the home. There is no longer any need for discretion. Grabbing my bag of toys I walk up to the front door and walk in.

The entire place is empty. My footsteps are echoing in the empty home since all furniture has been packed and shipped,  I found her on the floor on an air mattress and a light sheet.

"I was wondering if you were coming," she asked with sleep in her voice.
"Was going to, but I've had a busy couple of days."
"Too busy for me?"
"I'm afraid so."  She seemed hurt, but she knew what was going on with me.

"You don't need your bag of tricks.  I loved what you did the other morning. But you could have at least shaved and get a haircut. You're starting to get a bit too shaggy."
"Thanks." 
With that, I dropped my bag and clothing and snuggled up with her, and repeated the performance of the other night but she wanted more anal.
So we just laid there together hugging, kissing, and talking about her trip home.
She lifted herself and offered her ass, of which I kissed and caressed.
My hand followed her curves down to her wet pussy where I rubbed and fingered it, much to the moans of approval that followed.  What almost sent her over the edge is when I pushed my tongue into her asshole and proceeded to fuck her with it.

Continuing that for a few minutes and then I roughly shoved my cock in her ass.  It was an instant orgasm she later told me, but I knew it would be the way her muscles clenched.
After a few moments, I lowered my face to her ass, where I roughly bit around her gaping entrance, before I tongued her again.
Following this pattern several times before she started to get more aggressive and fighting me more.


I didn't want that, so I threw her on her side and held her down while I pushed my cock back into her ass.  With that, she settled a bit down and went back to simply being to casual lovers as I slowly ground into her in a steady rhythm.  Having gently biting her neck and holding her against me, it wasn't too long before we both reached a climax.
We snuggled in that position for a moment before she nudged me with her elbow and said, "It would have been nice to remember you WITHOUT that beard." 
"Pity. I didn't expect you to call again and you never said anything about it" I was surprised I had that "tone" of being mildly hurt. but whatever.I grabbed my clothes, I walked out of home, I quickly made way towards the garage.
"Goodbye, Dear. I wish you the best" I said while walking out the bedroom door.

Reaching the door, I put my bag down to open my door.
Hearing footsteps behind me, she came running out, nude (it was 4am, no one would be out, but still quite brave.).
"I'm sorry. I am going to miss you." She said with a crack in her voice.
"I'll miss you too, dear."  I wasn't sure if I was lying or not, "Go inside before someone sees you."
"I don't care about that, but I will anyway."

Hopping inside my car, I drive home so I can grab some sleep before my day starts in a few hours.
Right in the middle of my day, I realized something:
I left my bag of toys on her driveway.
Great.  In that neighborhood, it would be hard to tell if SHE found them, or some neighborhood punk found it.
I'd imagine the surprise on the look on their face once they opened it.


Shit!

Milking a fuck for all it's worth....

Recently I was reminded of a (married) woman who I knew for years and this happened about 10 yrs ago.

Knew her before she was married, knew was at her wedding, and was even there after the birth of their first child.*



The sex was usually wild, but this particular episode stuck out.

She had given birth just a month or so earlier, and this was our first chance to be together.

We walked down to the bar down the street**, to down a few beers.  A few hours later, we came back up and basically got down to business.
Having known each other long enough, that we skipped quite a few of the preliminaries and with only mild kissing and some smooching for about 30 seconds before we started getting a bit on the rough side.


She just jumped on top and did the reverse cowboy on me so I could stick a thumb in her ass, we continued a few minutes when suddenly;


"I'm dripping!" she suddenly yelled out.
"Isn't that normal?" I said, lost in my own pleasure.
Didn't think much of it since she gushed a bit during sex an orgasm.
"No! I'm LEAKING MILK!" she turned around to give me that "Look" you women do so well.
"Oh!" I said genuinely concerned, "Is there something I can do?"
"Get me a towel, I don't want to get it over your sheets!"
"No big deal, sweetie.  I'll just wash them tomorrow."
"If this was my bed, I wouldn't be so casual about it," she said as she turned around and sat on my cock again.
"If this was your bed, we would be done by now before hubby got home."
We usually have our little trysts on my days off while she went to "The Gym."
As we continued, I felt dripping on my chest and watched in fascination as her breasts secreted her milk.
Out of habit, I reached up and sucked on a breast and was greeted by a warm liquid that tasted marvelous and I continued sucking and went from breast to breast.
She groaned in pleasure, now that the pressure of her breasts was decreasing and adjusted herself to put my cock up her ass.***
We it wasn't our typical position, and it was a bit more tender, but it was highly erotic.
It was then that took a mouth full of her milk and kissed her deeply, feeding it back to her.
"That was sexy, Baby!", she said as she recovered from the kiss.
Far faster than usually, we both reached a strong and hard orgasm.
Laying down next to each other, we both agreed that it was a great one and we continued that routine for several months.

The weight loss resulting from feeding both me and her child gave quite a bit of credence to her hitting the gym hard.****
Not to mention all the sex she was getting as well.




Many thanks to a blogger friend to digging up that old memory.



*He thought I was just a "Dear friend."
**Don't worry, whenever she plans on drinking, she stockpiles breast milk for X number of days.
***She loves anal as much as I do, if not more!
****Hubby never wanted to try it at all. His loss, more for us!

Friends Let Friends Watch Porn

I am a self proclaimed porn freak. I usually have just as many sites, if not more, that I frequent as the boys do. Tonight I got to partake in a particular ritual that I enjoy so very much. I got to watch porn in tandem with Riv.

One seems to learn a lot about the other person by their porn preferences. I've, being the freak, had to keep the choices a bit more vanilla. Not with Riv.

He chose the first video. A nice video of a guy getting jacked off on a milking table.

I chose the next one. A chick with an apple up her ass. I'm a freak for insertions. Or at least tonight.

It all got a bit hazy after that. I was really wet and on the verge of an orgasm. During this time I slipped a small toy in my ass at his request. It felt really good. I'm mean awesome!

I got to hear his primal grunts of orgasm. That nearly sent me over the edge. There is nothing like the sound of someone having an orgasm to put me up a notch or two. A few minutes later with his coaching I came hard. I mean hard. This one might hold me over for a couple of days.

And I would just like to thank Riv for cutting his shopping trip a bit short to come home and play with me ;)